Someday, I'll know why I wasn't meant
for you
I don't understand now and there's nothing
I can do
I wanted you with all my heart
you realized that and tore it apart
now I have to go along
pretending nothing's wrong
I'm alright, I'm okay
just don't look at me that way
you've done enough damage, you've done
enough harm
yes, doing it all with your wonderful
charm
Tell me you're sorry --- say that you care
This isn't a game -- why can't you play fair?
I'm sorry for hoping and wishing for you
I'm sorry for all the sleepless nights that
I knew
I just wanted acceptance, approval, and all
But I messed up, tripped- I'm slipping, might
fall
Always just wanted you to see
There's more to this silly,
dumb girl inside me
{it's funny how this one is about a guy i hardly knew. i seriously knew nothing of heartache then, but at the time i felt so rejected. reading it makes me think it'd fit almost any other guy better ha ha i guess it's true how they say you never forget your first crush... although, technically, my first crush was david menlove in kindergarten he he he i guess this was my first crush that i was actually old enough to date. whoa, i just realized besides one phone conversation in which he informed me that he didn't want to go to girl's pref with me - i have never talked to him. ever. wow}
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